Locations:
Springfield MA, born and raised til 20
3 mths in Utah
South Korea, 2 yrs as missionary, various towns
back to Springfield
Huntsville, Current
Schools
changed a few times, same city. comm college, SHSU
lots of different people. Positive on both ends Negative in the middle.
loss or joy
not really existing, emotionally blank
Relationships, always get serious, never work out
different aspects in each
Goals:
Success, family, not anything really clear, just day to day
Choice of career, Major. Changed a few times, ended on art but still changed from graphics to animation
careers thought about but not pursued: cooking, architecture
Heritage: not much there, nobody significant, or only negative
Culture: Highly influenced by religion, swaying back and forth. caught between diff. cultures
Materialism: Like things but nothing has specific importance. anything can be replaced.
Character: dramatically altered. youngest, annoying. shy, introverted, depressed. quiet but outgoing. like large groups, people, unable to interact well.
Passion: no passion, nothing really drives, just floating along.
Fears: not really sure. heights, but not so much after being in Korea.
Everything about me and in my life is constantly changing. Even the bases for thought, the foundations of my life have started to change, so now everything is different.
i can see the inclination toward architecture in your work. many famous artists trained as architects many architects are artists. you hold good company like Gio Ponti
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i see passion in two areas of your life evident in WASH 1) your projects themselves 2) helping others in class make their stuff work or simply giving them a hand when they need it.
i've been listening to these Tara Brock podcasts. She's Buddhist. i am not but i find the teachings in a line and support living out my faith. though i never go to my inner Buddha...perhaps the Spirit with a big belly. anyway she speaks to some of the things you've mentioned or questioned in your writings. i find her teachings help me with my obsessive thinking and trying to figure things out habits that tend to get me more stuck than figured out.
I guess I can see passion for those. I do really like to work and so I like helping other people too. Its kinda the same thing.
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